i'm feeling a general lack of direction and control. i suppose it comes with the territory. the approaching status of "graduate".
at least i can control some things. like the order in this house. cept i am not particularly successful in that area at the moment. the weekend full of cleaning for two separate parties and then cleaning up after each of those has dampended my enthusiasm for maintaining order.
hmm. maybe it's motivation i lack. if i really wanted a job, i'd have had one months ago. or maybe, really, the problem is that i haven't seen one that i really want. yes, that's it. of course, it would help if i were looking more thoroughly and consistently...
in the meantime, i have surrounded myself with old people and spent much of my time drinking coffee, talking about the weather, classical music and the war, and occasionally playing the odd game of Bingo. and i do enjoy it.
and probably i would enjoy it more if i didn't have that little voice in the back of my head whispering "but this doesn't make any money...".
8 years ago
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do you need money? isn't that what luuk is for? (kind of kidding, but kind of serious)
haha, what, you got some laying around or something?
"need" is relative.
it's more a psychological need to do something socially acceptable. :)
You mean old people aren't socially acceptable? :)
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